I STILL LOVE LIFE,IT IS MINE TO LIVE AND MAKE THE BEST OUT OF IT.

Hi!
I am still kicking,well not literally I wish I could hahaha. New meds,new challenges,no job. It took so long to get to the point of being really sick and barely getting out of bed that is taking a long time to get a tiny sense of well being.
A lot of changes in social life (which one?) I missed seeing two very dear friends because I got sick when I visited home last time and I did not even try to look up every one. I hate being thought of as unreliable but how do you explain feeling ok and almost normal one day,and so sick and exhausted the next or even from hour to hour.
There is new blessings too,my new friends found through trials and heartaches of new found auto immune diseases.There is a bond there that no other can understand even if you have not ever met each other face to face.
There is also the blessings of family and friends that are there to support you when every one else forgets.